I am a horrible fat person.

My title says it all.  When did my fat rolls get fat rolls?  I haven't blogged in weeks.  I am eating halloween candy and OMG I can't stop.  I need someone to get on my ass (not literally) and get me back on track. I can make excuses as to why, but that is not going to fly with anyone.  I am tired, exhausted, have no energy and my house looks like a wreck, sort of like me! Those are my excuses and that is the best I can come up with.  I have increased my water drinking.  I think because I refuse to buy any soda and there is nothing else to drink in the house.  I did that on purpose.  I would love to join a gym and get out of the house, but money is kind of tight right now.  Oh well...It is time to get motivated.  SERIOUSLY MOTIVATED.  I do not want to be a size 14 and shopping at Lane Bryant.